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Sittin’ in traffic another day of feeling nothing Tryin’ to find somethin’ I guess it’s back to —– paint and model glue How I die when I look at you smilin’ Lovin’ life and all I know is blue Rainy days and cold stares， broken love affairs Everything’s beautiful as long as I ain’t there I guess I wasn’t meant to crack a smile Who cares， I think I’ll go to sleep for a while now
I’m barely livin’ in my skin Depression’s my only friend And I don’t know where I am headed Trying to forget where I’ve been And I’m so sick of lyin’ God， please， show me that silver linen’ Cuz I heard tale and I’m not well My heads full of hell and this words a jail， but
Chorus x2 And it don’t matter and I don’t care I let my pain into the air Cuz everything good’s over there And everything here’s hard to bear
And as the pain begins to displace Had it to ear level with this place You see it on my face a state of suspended grace Gradually， I erase and find comfort in this sickest womb I may be present but not in the room To whom it may consume Melting ensembles Bleeding chellos running through bordellos Drama like Othello Hidin’ out from Poncharello Dead off in the median Fallin’ apart like usual Handin’ out flyers to my funeral
And so they say that life’s a play And that all the world’s a stage And for another part I pray The show the ends the same way every day And my heart carries the pain of a brain I can’t explain Am I insane? Am I insane?
And everything good is gone x3 And everything bad is here x3 It doesn’t really matter know does it
Yeah It’s hard to bear And everything here’s hard to bear x2 Everything here’s hard to bear